.pelangimerahjambu.

2011-11-25T19:04:00.001-08:00

.mungkin sebab dah tak da sebab untuk apa-apa pon.

.kerana hati sudah tidak ada lagi untuk itu.

.hati hanya milik kerja dan my 3 favorite bebehs.and oso my gym's workout.

.having fun as an adult is fun.!!

.ok bye.

..love..hugs..

.i just miss u so much!!.

2011-11-08T02:20:00.000-08:00

hey peeps.!!

how are u guys doing??

its been a loooonggg time kan.! just wanted you guys to know;

i'm in love with the wrong person.hemm.

its always been like this.heiyer.!!

not once ok..but so many times.so how??

everyone said that i'm to choosy.but no..if im choosy then i will never dated my 2 ex bf la.! heiyer.!

toooo hell la.biarla sana.! errrgghh.

here are the picture from hari raya qurban~

ada error.nevermind.

.ok.bye.

.its been almost a year.

2011-10-09T06:15:00.000-07:00

.its been almost a year since i last hear from you.

.its been almost a year since my first day at work.

.and i dont know what to write.

i want this!!

y??

2011-08-15T07:55:00.000-07:00

"dont u know how much i hate being in this situation with u?? coz u know how much i care for u.! i'm doing all of this for your own benefits. so please do understand.and not all the people around u understand each other.and sometimes they dont even understand themselves."

org dlm gmbr takde kene mengena ngan statement kat atas..sebab statement kat atas tu untuk org laen dan bukan tuk org yang kat dlm gmbr ni..tp comel kan officemate saya ni..

..incik bahu marah saya..

hello world..

2011-08-04T05:41:00.000-07:00

hai rakan-rakan maya!

selamat ketemu kembali..sudah lama rasanya tidak menaip di sini..haha..

as usual la..been so very bz with work..mom and elly coming over last weekend and end up having seriously not expecting chicken pox.big suxxx!!

work..

file..semakin byk..and now have to process housing loan plak kan..mcm giler..new member coming in to RPC replacing Rems. fast leaner and rrrreeaaalllyyy good in english..i call her the new english teacher. she helped me a lot with all the application.first 2 weeks she help me key in..i recommend.. then when she already have id..she started to key in and recommend few application..like i said..shes a fast leaner man..

mom and elly was here over the weekend.

they arrived on thursday nite and bought them to kak nong for dinner

friday..went to work mcm biasa,anta Nico pegi service in the morning.met and send mom and elly to wisma merdeka at lunch..back to the office and started to have fever.. then pick mom and elly and went to kak nong again for dinner..

saturday..left home really early..singgah office to finished up the daily report.then went to 1borneo to do some shopping and discount are like everywhere dude..! end up buying only 1 shirt.but 2 handbegs at suria...! then have dinner at chicken rice shop.and went home.

sunday..have breakfast at fook yuen and went to gaya..then went to buy big apple and mcd for my abg and uyuy.then send mom and elly to the airport and stays there sampai diorg masuk bording room..then went straight home..

the ciken pox.

started having fever since friday after lunch but ignore and telan few panadol.

then on sunday nite.rashes started to coming out on the face.and body..went to doctor and confirm by the doctor and got 3 days mc.wednesday went to check again and got 2 more day off.emm..

and now resting at home doing nothing.so bosan..~ heemmm~

Day Six: 10 Items you can't live without

2011-06-20T06:42:00.000-07:00

day six!!!

ten things i cant live without~!

Money!
Laptop with internet connection.!
Food and water!
Nico!!!
my handfon.! (it wakes me up every morning!)
music.
facebook..youtube..blogging..easy to say..INTERNET!
tv with astro!
..the forgotten Kirby!
.mirror.heee~!!.

items kan..so it doesn't include people kan.

ehe..coz i cant live without my parents..family..and frens.!

ok.. i got to many frens that i cant choose which pic i should upload here.!

i laf u all..erkk?? tetibe..!

Day Five: 10 Wishes

2011-06-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

oh my god! so sorryy for the late posting!! so day 5: 10 wishes ha..?? ok here goes..

~~DSLR~~
~~Nico!~~
~~TV with Astro~~
~~Gym membership~~
New phone!
Take my parents to Haji/Umrah
Family vacation to Korea!!
Hot Body!! <-- akan berusaha bersungguh2 untuk yang ini..!
Big Fat Huge amount in my bank account so that i can make all my wish come true.
..........i wish i never knew u.!

ok thats all..!

sape boleh teka ini gmbr time bile??

saya bagi hadiah!!

cepat2!!

Day Four: 10 Things I want to say to a person

2011-05-20T02:23:00.000-07:00

ok baiklah..ini sgt susah dan i took so lama to fikir who the person is.but sorry..cant figure out who so i change the rule a bit..sorry yang..just can get the rite person.so i changed it to say something to 10 person below.hehe..

Mohd Tahir and Susilawati - thank you for giving birth to me.i love you both ketat-ketat.

Syazana Nadzir..Syapinat..Ejay Venus!- u girls teach me so many things in life..! u girls are the biggest influence in my life.

Siti Hajar, Nurasyikin, Sarhanh, Intan, dan Nur Afiqah!! u guys have changed my perpectives in life.and to be a better person for the future..! quote from Hajar.. "berusaha demi masa depan anak-anak" kan aja..ehehe.!!

Renie Ellyana, Mohd Arizal and Nurul Shazira. u guys makes me stronger.!

Mimi-E!! i will be coming to kuching very soon!! so do expect me ok!! surprise!!

Marwan.Joe Boitin.Idir...u guys have made who i am today..thank you so much for that. and please.can i have my soul back.??

Kak Rems.Kak Atie.Rina.Shelbie.Maslianie.anda adalah tulang belakang saya sekarang.! thanks for listening to my bebelan setiap hari.muaaahh!

Darlene..Ita..Viranjit..next weekend adalah weekend kita bersuka ria..darlene..i dont care if meo is here coz he will be here every month..tp si ita ni jarang ni mau jumpa dia ni..ok bebeh??!!

En McDonald..please dont goda me with all ur burger ok..! so do mr KFC!

tuan-tuan,cik-cik,puan-puan, dari SK Muhibbah, SMK Muhibbah, UTP, GEMS, PCSB-SBO.. thank you for having me in your life.!

ok itu jer..psstt..nak tau satu rahsia tak?? i took more than 4..or..5 days to finish up this post..

ok bye!!

.incik chipsmore,hows your holidae?.

Day Three: 10 Things You Hate!

2011-05-18T09:11:00.000-07:00

omg..! this one very easy.coz i dont have that much that i hate.coz i tried to reflect back wut i hate to myself.did i ever do that to others or wutever it is.but i try ~~again~~ ok..

i hate to be waited when i go shopping.waiting i love..but to be waited i dont like.coz i dont like to waste other people's time just becoz i cant find the rite shoes in the rite size.i rather shop alone then wasting their time.kesian tau kat diorg.!
i hate to disappoint the people around me.frens..family or whoever.coz for me i rather to be the one that disappointed.
i hate shopping for jeans.! ok..fine..i need to be kurus so that senang to cari size kan.eergghh!!
i hate when my broadband says "dear customer, you have exceded your limit for this month."or when i tried to call someone, then this voice came out saying " we're sorry, you m_x_s mobile has been bared" daaanngg..ketuk kepala..adui..!!

i hate when people dont look into my eyes or even look at me while talking to me.
i hate when some people pretend to listen what u were saying but act they were doing somethingelse and act like they knew everything.errgghh!
i hate judgemental people.!! every person have the rite reason doing the things that they had done.who are you to judge..so..get a life other than judging people.!!
i hate to wake up in the middle on the nite then when i cek jam..baru pukul 2am and i cant sleep after that and going to the office with big huge panda eyes.
i hate being in the middle of anything.weather its between 2 persons or 2 things that i have to choose.i dont want to choose.!! i want both!! i pick both of you.ok done..noktah!
i hate the person that take my heart and crash it like they dont care.! oohh..did i tell you that i dont really have a heart anymore?? emm.hahaha!!

i love being heartless.coz i can do wutever i want like a boss~! muahahaha!!

ok next is :10 thing you want to say to a person.

wauu..this must be hard to pick out who the person is.emmm.~~~~~~~~

..i hate u bulan for making me your pelangi..

Day Two: 10 Things I Love

2011-05-06T20:41:00.000-07:00

how can i list down 10? i have so many things that i love~!!

nevermind..i'll try ok..

i loooooooooveeeeeeee shoooooeeess..!! i can spend the whole day in Vincci just to find the perfect shoe and end up buying more than 2 or even 3 pair. and end up wearing only one until rosak.i have so many shoes that i forgot where i put some of them.ooohh..i even give names to them and paste the name outside the box so that i know which shoe inside the box.and i even forgot that i own the shoe.once..i bought the same shoe just becoz i forgot that i already bought it..ok ini mcm obses..!sighh..~
i love facebook! haha! i dont even know y..please dont ask and i wont explain..coz i dont even know y i love facebook so much.lalalala~~
i love to sit in front of my laptop the whole day browsing thru internet.eh..jup..ini love laptop ke love internet?? alamak..ok2..ini love internet la..! there is so byk things u can find in the internet.useful and not so useful jugak.haha...! beware..! i'm a blog stalker.muahahaha!!! jaga la kamu sana! hahahaha..!!! <-- the most kejam laugh!!
i love my mum's cooking..! nasi kuning dia..perrrhh!! toorrbaekk..!! nwayy..wutever that my mom masak sedap..even she masak only telur goreng pon very sedap.
i love when my dad said "my lovely daughter, r u ok??? wuts up with your facebook status??" even its like creepy and mcm ur dad stalk ur fb..but i like it! so that u dont have to lie to ur parents about ur activity and gain their trust to u.coz they said the older u are the more trust u need to gain from them..so people!! do add your parents on facebook ok!!
i love my bed..my pillow..my mr froggy..!
i love k-pop! male and female grup! some people love kpop coz of the handsome ketul2 male grup.but for me..i love kpop coz of the songs.when i listen to the songs, and i think mcm best,then i dengar la and i will search the video with translation so that i can understand.~
i love interior design..maybe becoz i love to like susun2 my room...tukar katil this way..that way..then decorate my room colorful..and so on..ntah.. i love it!!
i love to read! ok fine..i love to read malay love story novel.i can even cried while reading it.! ok titik! do judge..but i still love it!! but i do love to read self-motivation books oso..!
last but most important!! I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRENSSS!!! my dad's side and my mom's side..both are very big family..! frens from school..uni..gems..and oso mbsb.. i think they gave me the most strongest bone for me to carry on in my life.~ without them who am i!! ceh..hehehe~~

yer..saya gemok! so??

next apa ek??

10 things you hate.emm~~

dayang dear..i post more in the future k.haha~!!

Day One: 10 Things About You.

2011-05-04T22:59:00.000-07:00

haaa... yang...i nak tulis la ni..wink-wink..
Day One: 10 Things About You

The name is Endang Harnani Mohd Tahir daughter to Mohd Tahir and Susilawati Hassan and older sister to Renie Ellyana, Mohd Arizal and Nurul Shazira

25 years old this coming December..single, available, and ready to mingle.!

owner to Kirby and Nico.

addicted to Glee and Goguma Couple.(tsk..dah abis dah Goguma ni..adeyhh~!)

graduated from UTP..aaiishh...!

work as loan processor."kami bukan along..kami cuma mau tolong" hey..this is betul ekk.. i'm so not along.! i work at MBSB.(ambek ko..hurup besar aku letak.)

i love to eat..laugh..talk..and sleep..my pillow is my best fren ever..!

news reader yang berjaya pada setiap pagi.dlm pelbagai bahasa.

always have problem when its come to "how to handle your nafsu shopping online and offline"

ok..i'm addicted to K-PoP..~!!

kawan-kawan..meh la joun the ten things..best ooohh!!! at least ada benda la yang nak di hupdate kan..haha..

..wohoooo000oo..

the ten things..!

2011-05-03T19:01:00.000-07:00

jum buat ni
dpt dari blog cik NaNa saya..!! hehe.!

its start today.. petang sket ekk..haha..!!

day one : 10 things about you
day two : 10 things you love
day three : 10 things you hate
day four : 10 things you want to say to one person
day five : 10 wishes
day six : 10 items you can’t live without
day seven : 10 important people
day eight : 10 of your favourite songs
day nine : 10 ways to win your heart
day ten : 10 final words

ten...ten..ten...!!!

..ss8612n..

..sab8931e..

lalalala~

2011-04-29T19:52:00.000-07:00

saya berada di opis.yer kawan2..pada hari sabtu ini saya berada di opis yer
sedang berkerja bersungguh2 demi masa depan anak2 di masa hadapan nnt.
nway..smlm saya berkuncung ke blog cik Maria Elena.dia post pasal ciken cop kepci.dan ada gmbr2 yang mmg tak boleh nak di ignore yang ciken cop tu mmg sedap giler.muka maria pon mcm yang "ciken cop ni mmg sedap kalau tak rasa mmg rugi giler arr.."
so dengan senang hati saya drive ke kepci yang berdekatan dan mem-purchase seset ciken cop.
mmg sedap.sebab saya peminat nomb satu cendawan.muahaha.sampai tak sempat nak amek gmbr sebab kuah cendawan nya yang begitu sedap.
on the other hand, Nico dah mula tidur luar ok..sedey. sebab tuan punya bilik dah amek blk bilik dia.so terpaksa la Nico tito luar.emm..pastu dah 2 minggu nico tak mandi.arini wajib kasi mandi itu barang.haha.ok itu jer.

..selamat pengantin baru..jgn nakal2 ok..

nico love kirby.

2011-04-09T18:07:00.000-07:00

ok yang ini mmg lama giler kot..

aku sgtlah bz nak mampus..mmg takde masa nak buat sume2 ni..

tp ade jer masa nak update fb kan..hahaha.

lagi satu sebab aku takde idea nak update pasal apa..

ok2..aritu aku janji nak update pasal Nico.haha.

Nico ni sapa..apa..dan..kenapa..haha..

ok2..

Nico ni anak kedua aku selepas Kirby..

Kirby korg tau kan sapa..incik camera aku la kan..

cik Nico ni plak ... ialah keta aku..hahaha.

aku berjaya mempunyai sebuah keta.haha.teeeeeeeettt..

ok tu jer la..nnt aku update lagik k..

muaaaahh!!

its been a while kan.

2011-03-03T15:03:00.000-08:00

wwoooohh!!

dah lama siot tak update blog ni.

bersawang dah blog ni.busuk!

ko tau kenapa aku tak update?

sebab aku busy nak mampos.

pada yang dah tau, aku dah tuko unit.

dari unit Biro dan collection ke unit processing pfi.

adui keje berlambak.fail hijau datang pada setiap masa.

aku rasa mcm kena serang ngan fail hijau pada setiap masa.

tambah lagik dengan mcm karekter aku jumpa.

saket kepala ko tau!

haiiishh..tp takpe.aku selesa ngan keje aku skang.aku suka walaupon stress..

aku nak ckp jugak.aku nak kawenkan Kirby.

tp kawen campur op coz ngan Nico la.

nak tau sapa Nico ni? ko tggu la aku update beberapa hari lagik.

sebab skang ni baru tahap merisik.tunang pon tak lagik ni.

kalau dah kawen nnt aku hupdate kat sini ok.

dah.post ni mmg takde gambo.hahaha!!

ok bye!!

.nak tuko bunyi talipon opis jadi lagu korea.sedap sket.

mungkin..

2011-02-18T14:16:00.000-08:00

sebab memang dah ditakdirkan kejadian tu berlaku mcm tu.

itu saja yang ingin ku katakan.!

.sebab mak selalu pesan.

.everything happens for a reason.

..saya

2011-02-05T21:48:00.000-08:00

masih berada di sandakan.yer kawan-kawan.hari ini hari ahad dan saya masih berada di sandakan.

flight saya malam nnt.so skang duduk depan laptop update blog..blog walking..sambil tgk Seoul Sunday.MTV K-POP top 50 2010.

blog walking ni terjumpa satu blog ni cite pasal satu channel youtube yang katanya best.so apa lagik klik la kan.then MEMANG BEST OK!!!!

sila pegi tgk..!! IniAnwarHadi

ok itu jer nak ckp..! sila pegi tgk link yang di provide!!

..so i just cant wait..

mungkinkah?

2011-01-29T14:05:00.000-08:00

sambil dengar lagu jerat percintaan oo kat hot.fm.jiwang siot!!

hari ni hari ahad.aku akan ke kundasang bersama si arif.untuk apa?

tunang si cicam.kazen kesayangan suma org.hahaha.siot jer.

sebenarnya nak cite pasal my wishlist.ok jum tgk..

~~Nikon D5000~~
Iphone 4!!!
Samsung LCD screen! ~~yer aku pakai lappy.so?takleh ka?~~
Samsung Plasma tv with Astro Beyond.!! muahahahaha!!!
10K for shopping spree. muahahhahaha..! (gelak paling kejam yang ko pernah dengar dr aku.)

ok tu jer sebenarnya yang aku nak tahun ni. yang numb 1 mmg dari tahun lepas lagi dah dpt.so sebab tu kena strike.ok maybe nak lensa yang lebih baik jer.sebab masa dpt tu baba dah beli satu set ok.suma ada.

ok tu jer la nak gtau..bye..

..wut happen to u dear?..

..ok..ok..ok..kali betul punya..

2011-01-26T03:15:00.001-08:00

haha.ok2.kali ni mmg update pasal last weekend ok..hahaha..

last weekend adala outing bersama cuzeys from sandakan.act bukan suma dari sandakan.

kat Kota Kinabalu ni ktorg kazen 4 org.tp punya la tggl jauh2 kan.so mmg jarang nak jumpa.

so kebetulan ada lagi 2 org budak dtg dari sandakan dan itu adalah weekend.so apa lagi ronggeng la kan.haha. warning..: post ni panjang berjela bukan dengan bebelan tp dengan gmbr.haha! enjoy the pictures.~!

..ok itu saja untuk hari ini.thnk u..

..masih di office..

2011-01-24T02:54:00.000-08:00

sekarang jam menunjukkan pukul 7.00 pm, dan saya masih berada di office.
kenapa?haha.OT la sgtlah.tgh tggu my ride ni.ntah mana la dia pegi ni.adui.
sebenarnya nak update pasal weekend yang lepas.sgt seronok ok!
ok nnt saya blk umah saya update ok!

updated:

ok saya tipu! saya tak update pon smlm bila sampai umah.sebab bila sampai umah kepenatan yang sgt la melampau melanda diri.tp jgn risau.blk kang saya update ok.yer.skang 7.31 pm dan saya masih di opis.aigoo~ mcm ni la idup menompang nak buat mcm mana kan.?
kawan2 suma jgn risau yer.saya ok jer idup kat sini ni. ~~mcm la ada org nak risau kan ko kan..poyo jer lebih ko ni endang~~

ok sebelum saya membebel dengan lebih panjan berjela.lebih baik saya berhenti disini sahaja.nnt saya sampai jer saya terus update gmbr2 masa weekend lepas ok bebeh.?
chiaouuu!

Review "Aku Masih Dara"

2011-01-20T09:31:00.000-08:00

*pic courtesy to Google*

ok..saya tahu mmg sangat ketinggalan nak review pasal cite ni..haha.tu pon sebab terjumpa satu website ni tuk download byk giler movie melayu.haha..dan ini adalah the second movie review yang i buat.the first one is Bruno.haha..

ok pasal movie ni plak.the good thing first,

the movie really show how the remaja zaman skang act. party..group sex.pregnancy.drugs.and even abortion.at this point of time, lelaki dont care about your virginity anymore and it is hard to find a true virgin nowdays.but the movie also shows that not all the kaki clubbing kaki minum kaki enjoy sume tu not virgin.there still some of them a virgin and everyone have the chances to change.i like the ending where not all 3 of them change.sebab selalunya ending cite mesti sume org insaf andhave a very happy ending story.which kekadang tu tak relevant langsung.dlm cite ni.one of them tak insaf2 lagik.which mmg agak relevant la."jangan salah ibu bapa kita.perubahan dlm diri seseorg bergantung kepada dirinya sendiri."

other than that,

i think Diana Amir and Yana done a really great job untuk watak gadis liar tu. Raja Farah mcm kureng sket.and i dont know y,its me or Ashraff Muslim agak kaku dlm movie ni.ntahla.haha. Watak Farid Kamil pon rasa mcm agak pelik dlm cite ni.dah bagi duit wat pe nak g serang2..pastu tak paham apa motif dia nak bunuh si firdaus dlm cite ni.not like ada babak dia ngan firdaus tu gaduh pon dlm cite ni.rasa mcm agak klakar bila tgk cite ni.dorg cakap pelan giler dlm club.haha.and napa club dia mcm terang giler.?haha.ok tu jer la kot.tp ayat tak leh blah sekali is. "dia minum bir jer sebab kurang haramnya."sgt tak leh blah..!!!hahaha!!

but to tell u the truth..u cannot just simply judge people from the way their live their life.!

..i miss my student life..!

ehe.

2011-01-06T00:08:00.000-08:00

berjaya meronovate blog.yeay me.~!!

ok i got the job.thnk God.

Alhamdulillah.~

this is the start of my true life.

i hope everything will be as smooth as the smoothies.erk? motip?

hehe.takde apa yang di update sebenarnya.tak tau nak ckp apa.

lalala~

..i just miss my uni life..

..and yes i miss u Illy..

apa lagik?

2011-01-03T00:01:00.000-08:00

i just came back from KK.

i heard so many good news from them.

but the one call that can change everything is not yet being made.

i dont know how long anymore i should wait.

but i will still waiting for it.

just if i have the power i would like to fast foward to the time where the person is making the call that i wanted.

itu saja.

i want my bintang!!

waauu!!

2010-12-26T05:43:00.000-08:00

wishlist terbaru..!!

mana mau dpt ini?

atau ini

ini pon cunn!!

ini..ini..

ini jugerr..!!

dush..dush~!!

bila la boleh dpt pakai~

dudududu~

..ada sesapa nak tolong belikan?..

"My 9 Minutes survey"

2010-12-24T23:17:00.000-08:00

i was mcm besa la blog-seeing.(erk..its that even a word?)

so i baca this entry dekat Diana Naubi's blog.

and i find this is very interesting.

Instruction : Once you are tagged , answer all the question honestly. No lying or cheating ok?

Starting time: 3.20 pm
Name : Endang Harnani Mohd Tahir
Brother(S) : one, Mohd Arizal Mohd Tahir
Eye colour : Black.
Shoe Size : ~~9/10~~
Hair : Shoulder length BoB
Piercing : None.
Height : 158cm
What are you wearing right now : T-shirt and Short
Where do you live : home, Sandakan
Favourite Number : 5
Favourite Drink : ice lemon tea.
Favourite month : December!
Favourite Breakfast : nasi lemak.waahh..french toast pon best.

HAVE YOU EVER

Broken a bone : eerr...not that i remember la.
Been In a police Car : ehe.tak pernah.
Fallen for a friend : yes!!!!!!
Fallen for a guy/girl in a short time : yes ~
Swam In the ocean : yes
Fallen asleep In school : erm..YES.
Broken someone's Heart : ..
Cried when someone died : yes
Sat by the phone all the night waiting for someone call : i waited day and nite kot.
Saved E-mails : yes
Been cheated : BIG HUGE FAT YES!

WHAT

Your room look a like : errr....
What is right beside you : tv.
What is the last thing you ate : fish and chip yang my aunt belanja.

WHO

Who did you last tell : amek kat dompet to my brother.
Who was the last person you danced with : my youngest sister dancing ring ding dong.
Who last made you smile : my sister's dancing.

FINAL QUESTION

What are you listening to right now : breath by miss A
What did you do today : helping my aunty kat tadika.
Are you the oldest : yes
Indoors or outdoors : both

TODAY DID YOU

Talk to someone you like : nope
Kiss someone : nope
Sing : i sing all the time.
Talk to an Ex : no
Miss someone? : so badly!
Eat : yezza.

LAST PERSON YOU TALKED WHO

You talked on the phone to : my cuzie YuYu
Made you cry : a movie kat citra.
You went to the mall with : kat sandakan takde mall.ada supermarket jer.
Who cheered you up : my sister.

HAVE YOU

Been to Mexico? : no
Been to USA? : no

RANDOM

Have a crush on someone : yes.! u were sitting behind me at school remember.?
What books are you reading right now : ...takde
Best feeling in the world : being in love
Future kids name : mesti ada Daniel or Daniella
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal : mr froggy.i miss u.
What's under your bed : nothing, it is 2 layered bed bed
Favourite sports : lari2 atas treadmill.
Favorite place : home.
Who do you really hate : i dont hate..i love..
Do you have a job : wadoww..ini soklan paling susah.!!!
What time is it now : 3.29 pm ~~ok ini tipu..i take more than 9 minutes to complete this survey.~~

With however long it took you to complete this ,
post as "My 9 Minutes survey" and tag 15 peoples.

ramainya nak tag 15 org.sesapa yang terbaca.sila la buat.

ok..saya nak tag my sister.Elly.Ili Aqilah juger.

weh cepat buat.

..okbye..

..oh..did i tell u that i miss u..

.saya rindu dengan..

2010-12-21T00:33:00.000-08:00

Emerald Health Solution so badly~~!!!

.the company logo.

.first formation.(sket jer kan..)

tetibe..

..hambek kau.the new people keep on coming.

saya rindu sgt saat2 ini..

dan.saya paling rindu ngan budak ni..

juga ini

..bok..bok..

.i miss my kingdom.

kpop..pop..

2010-12-17T06:36:00.000-08:00

hahaha..ini adalah the latest favorite song.lagu yang agak fun dan best.wehehe.

saya dah giler kpop.lalalala~

Miss A - Breath

Oh! by SNSD

Magic by Secret

I'll be Back by 2PM

No.1 by 2AM

..ur number 1 theres no number 2..

..missing everyone..

yyyaaaaaaaawww..~!!

2010-12-11T23:49:00.000-08:00

hye guys wuts up ya'll..??

who ever thought that its December already kan?

ok act i dont even know what to write.ok done.

later if i do have anything to say.i'll write it down.aigo~

jgn la tanya napa teda my pic~!!!!!!!!!!!

.i miss u oppa.

.enam dan tujuh december.

2010-12-07T03:54:00.000-08:00

enam december befday saya.

saya blk sandakan pada hari yang sama.

dan dpt hadiah yang best tahun ni dari org2 yang saya sayang.thank u.

tujuh december befday cicam.

tapi cicam tiada di sandakan dan ada majlis lain berlangsung.

gunting rambut anak2 buah ktorg.ehe.

nah amek gmbr2 masa 2 hari ni.

..says: i miss u oredy..

weehh..!!

2010-11-28T02:52:00.000-08:00

haha.its been a while since last post..

been bz la weh..but i dont even know apa yang i bz kan tu act.haha.

i have a confession to make.as i said in my fb status..

"i have a little crush on u since we were 15 when u sit behind me in the class..now that i found u back i think the same feeling running thru me..aigoo..otokey..~!"

ok.now is there anyone out there that can help me with this feeling that running thru me this few days..aigoo..i dont know wut to do as i heard that he cant even get over his xgf.so..i'm gonna just let time be the judge.thats all..

..he was there when i really needed someone..

hello..nak milo ke vico?

2010-11-15T07:24:00.000-08:00

haha..

atas sebab2 tertentu..blog post before ni di delete.haha.(jgn pepandai nak tanya kenapa)

ok..ini adalah current obsession..

We Got Married (season 2..)

my favorite..

YongHwa (CN Blue) and Hyun (SNSD) [The Goguma Couple]

mereka sgt comel.and they look so damn cute together..

yer Intan..saya tau Kwon n Gain lg cute.tp aku tetap suka YongHyun..SOrry..hehehe..

.mereka mmg sgt cute.

.oh..en chipsmore hilang lg..adeyhh..

yuuuhuuu..!

2010-10-31T18:17:00.000-07:00

muahahhaha.
last post kan post pasal convo.tak terkata apa2 langsung kan.punya la gembira sampai gmbr jer yang dpt menggambarkan perasaan hati ini pasal convo.ngeh.~!

hari ni nak ckp pasal .... !

Oh My Charles and Keith..!
i just got my first writer block.
sekian.

weeeyyyhh..lama siot tak update..soo..

2010-10-28T00:49:00.000-07:00

aku nak update pasal aku convo dowh.

on second thought biarla gmbr jer bercerita.hahahaaha.it was heavenly funn!!!!!

ok tu jer la.nak tgk lagik pegi bukak fb.hahaha.~!

dududududu..convo mmg best!!!!

..jumpa ngan sume org buat saya rasa terharu..

..i miss u intan..

..darlene sona dan en pembaca rahsia suruh saya update blog..

2010-09-29T00:30:00.000-07:00

mmg dah lama tak update kan?

bz kot.hahaha.~~tipu jer mana ada bz~~.

emosi langsung tak stabil.kekadang nak marah..nak nangis..kekadang tu rasa mcm nak ketawa jer.apakah?

adeyh..rasanya seperti ingin terbang ke langit pastu tak mau buat apa2..tgk jer org2 kat bawah tu diaorg buat per.tp mana boleh.hahaha.angan2 yang tak munasabah..

i've seen and met so many people thru my life.but i never met this 2 most amazing people in my life.with them, i feel so free and feel so like me.i dont even know why but i can just laugh like an idiot with them coz they dont judge like other people.i can be who i am with them.and with them i learn so many things in life.well not all from them la but it was from the stories that they tell me and i learn that there is no such thing as quick and fast in life.if u want something u have to earn it and work for it. who are this 2 people? yesss...my babies..Darlene Sona and Razitah!!
what i learned from them:
choices come and go in our life.for better or worst u have to make the choice.and making sure the choice that u made is the rite one is so hard that u could kill urselve.but who cares.its ur choice and if u happy about it then its fine.maybe the choice u made, questions by the others but if they want u to be happy with it they shpuld be the one yang understand y u made that choice.
the other thing that i learned from them was when u loved someone with all ur heart it doesnt mean that they will be urs forever.deal with it!!
hahaha!! i'm gonna miss u guys babies~!!!!!!!!!
i didnt just learn from them i did learn a lot from the others here in MBSB.. i learn that people can change in a second..people can be enemies even though they had become fren for a very long time..and learn how to mind ur own business.! ehe.thanks to Kak Rahma..Kak Atie..Kak Farrah..Emelda..Mas..Raymond..Zailih..Abdillah..Nelson..dan semuanyaa!! i'm gonna miss all of them if i dont have rezeki here in MBSB..

..i miss u more..

ingin

2010-09-16T17:28:00.001-07:00

shopping like a roxstar.

sajer jer tu..mana ada fulus nak shopping mcm tu.haha.!
semalam pegi open house rumah en redzuan.ada kambing panggang.tp tak sempat nak makan.sebab kena jalan nak jumpa kawan lama tp tak terjumpa jugak sebab saya janji nak jumpa kat metrojaya tp bila saya sampai metrojaya dia di center point pulak.so tak dpt nak jumpa.saya tak makan kambing tp itu kambing panggang nampak sgt menyelerakan.

nak tahu satu benda tak?ada satu perkara miracle yang berlaku.iaitu Darlene Sona Razitah dan juga saya telah tidur di umah Maslianie.haha.miracle la sebab Darlene terlepas boleh tito umah Mas.padahal nak kuar pegi KK pon susah yang amat! tp dia dah blk umah dia mlm ni.

lepas dari umah bos redzuan.saya dan darlene pegi jalan2 di suria sabah bersama.TuT dan TuT.haha..figure it out sendiri sapa si TuT dan si TuT.haha.then kami buat keputusan untuk tgk wayang.tgk Resident Evil the after life in 3D.boleh layan la cite tu.

lepas movie kami pegi tanjung aru lepak2.then baru blk umah mas semula.mas tggu kami blk baru la dia tito.pastu kami suma pon tido.end of story.nnt kat umah baru upload gmbr ok.sekian terima kaseh..

..saya rindu en chipsmore..

Raya 2010

2010-09-14T03:33:00.000-07:00

raya tahun ni best! tak dpt digmbrkan dengan kata2..biarlah gmbr2 ini yang bercerita ok..

..sekian..

wohoooooooooo~!!

2010-09-05T17:59:00.000-07:00

lama siot tak update..gatal jer tangan nak update tp malas giler nak update sebab tak tau nak update ape..ok saya ulang perkataan update terlalu byk kali dah ni..haha..update..ok last..update..ngehh

last week ktorg pegi bukak posa bersama anak yatim kat sutera habour..best giler..sume org nak bercantek2 kat opis..saya beli baju baru..padahal dah ada baju raya tahun lepas nak pakai-siap-suruh-mak-saya-bawa-baju-kurung-pegi-kk masa diorg datang kk nak shopping.. ~~ok cite dah menyempang plak pasal baju..~~

ok berbalik kepada cerita bukak posa..ktorg bersiap kat opis..masa ni la nmpk segala benda yang tak tau pasal masing2..haha..muka Darlene tak pakai make up mmg lain dari yang lain..hampir tak kenal..kalau tak kerana rambutnya..mungkin akan bertanya "eh? napa staff baru ni petang baru nak datang?" Darlene tolong ktorg make up..dia mmg expert la pasal make-up2 ni..

lepas suma org dah cantek..ktorg pon bertolak la ke hotel tmpt acara buka posa tu berlangsung.. tunggu lama jugak sebab datang awal giler..oleh kerana me and ita ditugaskan untuk door gift dan sambut tetamu, so ktorg kene senyum all the way..masa vvip dtg kitorg tak sempat nak kasik door gift tu..sebab dia jalan laju giler kot..

sume org sgt la cantek dan hensem mlm tu..lepas ucapan..bla..bla..bla..sume..tibala untuk berbuka posa..wauuu..best..makanan byk giler sampai tak tau nak makan yang mana satu dulu..tp yang best nyer ada otak-otak..thanks to aja ngan nur..saya dah pandai makan otak-otak..so melantak la 2 3 otak2 malam tu.hehe..pastu sesi bg duit raya ngan beg mbsb kat anak2 yatim tu..mereka sangat suke...ada satu kanak2 tu suke sgt tgk muke dia..chubby..nama ridzuan..sgt la kesian.

conclusionnya, spend almost the time camwhoring with the rest of the staff..and op coz si kirby yang hensem..kalau boleh nak pakai kan bj melayu kat dia..biar bersesuaian dengan majlis.

ok gtg..nnt sambung kat umah..bye..and i'll post some picture from the majlis ok..bye..

updated..: picture time~!! lallalala..

..model2 baju raya..

..comel kan..ehe..ni la rizuan dan beg mbsb-nya..

..dan saya..lalalala..

..told u we camwhore lebih dari org lain..ehehe..

..hensem tak ktorg?..hehe..

..yer..yer..diorg lagik hensemm..saya tauu..uhuhu..

..gorjes tak mereka? pic atas dan bawah tau..

..dan pic ini jugak hensem..

..ehe..

..mbsb fav couple of the year..~~Darlene..i love u~~

next MBSB staff..tp missing 5 org..aboy..pat..ajis..rina..and zailih..

..last sekali..mesti la muka aku kan..hahaha..hambek ko muke aku besar gaban ni..

..hahahaha..pic taken by Ita..thnks Ita..i love u Ita..muahh..

..chipsmore ilang lagik..

apa nak buat?

2010-08-26T21:56:00.001-07:00

situasi 1
kalau korg bosan nak mampus kat opis lepas tu korg tak leh nak buat apa pon sebab takot kene marah ngan bos korg sebab ngular tak tentu pasal? bak kata bos korg huha..huha jer korg kat belakang tu..korng kene fokus tau!! turun kan rate arrears and no new npl ok rehab team!!

situasi 2
kalau korg rindu sgt kat someone tu tp bila korg ckp kat dia yang korg rindu dia, dia hanya ckp thanks sebab rindu dia dan tak ckp pon dia rindu ke tak ngan korg.pastu satu hari tu dia ckp dia rindu sgt kat korg..bila korg ckp blk thanks sebab rindu korg, dia boleh rasa pelik napa korg tak ckp rindu dia semula?

situasi 3
kalau korg rasa korg dah jumpa someone yang korg rasa korg suke kat dia.dan pada mulanya dia memberikan response yang baek..layan korg..belanja makan..belanja wayang..sggp amek korg tgh malam buta semata nak pegi minum ice lemon tea.tp tetibe dia hilang tanpa sebarang berita..korg msg pon tak jawab..kol tak angkat..tp kekadang tu msg ada 2 3 kali jer jawab lepas tu dia mmg jadi chipsmore..kejap ada kejap takde.

situasi 4
kalau korg ada sorg kawan ni yang baek ngan korg..tetibe korg tahu sesuatu rahsia dia yang korg sgt tak sangka dan bukan nak judge dia..tp benda tu sgt berlawanan dengan apa yang korg tau pasal dia.dan kalau boleh korg nak halang drpd dia terus terjerumus dengan apa yang dia buat tu.tp korg tak leh nak buat apa sebab korg takleh nak bgtau dia yang korg tau rahsia tu sebab takut dia malu atau lepas tu dia mungkin akan bermusuh ngan dia..huhu..

tu jer..tolong la rakan2 sila la tolong saya apa nak buat dengan situasi ini?
saya tidak ada kaitan dengan satu pon situasi di atas..saya hanya membantu untuk menyebarkan situasi ini untuk membantu rakan2 lain atau mereka2 yang melalui situasi yang sama..so marilah berkongsi dengan saya di comment box yer rakan2..(sape bace blog ko ni endang, mcm mana nak dpt kan pendapat yang banyak?)
situasi2 ini bukan la rekaan semata-mata dan mmg ada kaitan dengan yang hidup tapi takde kaitan dengan yang dah mati.

.tgif.i miss u.

say hi..

2010-08-26T03:29:00.000-07:00

to the most sexy thing that i own..

~ K I R B Y ~

*sexy kan*

..still missing u..

kalau dah memang

2010-08-24T15:37:00.001-07:00

nak terjadi mmg akan jadi jugak kan..so just wait and see jer la..

..yer aku rindu ko sgt2..nak wat mcm mana..ko yang buat aku mcm ni..

saya tak tau kalau-kalau dah pernah post pasal ni sebelum ni tapi nak post jer la..

2010-08-24T05:07:00.001-07:00

hambek kau ..punya panjang berjela tajuk post sebab post ni pon maybe panjang jugak.

tak mau cite byk ko bace jer la.hahaha..

1. Beer: will make u feel the worst the next day.haha.

2. Food: ialah makanan..

3. Relationships: hard to explain la..

4. Crush: Jabatan Pelajaran.ehe.

5. Power Rangers: ilusi kanak-kanak..

6. Life: live it like ur dying tomorrow..

7. The President: 1 malaysia..menjana tranformasi

8. Yummy: sushi king.mcD.dan yang sewaktu dengannya..ehe..

9. Car: that can teleport.

10. Movie: happy ending

11. Halloween: an excuse for everyone to wear wutever they want without parental guidance.

12. Sex: female..haha..

13. Religion: Muslim

14. Hate: no one.

15. Fear: ALLAH SWT.. and when u withdraw the atm said "u have no money at all to with draw.thank u."

16. Marriage: forever..

17. Blondes: brooke mcqueen

18. Slippers: vincci

19. Shoes: ... should i say i dont own one..ehehe.

20. Asians: truly malaysia..

21. Pass time: facebooking..blogging..

22. One night stand: use protection~! or it might last long..

23. My cell Phone: is my everything

24. Smoke: make u feel good and kill u at the same time.

25. Fantasy: while sleeping

26. College: UTP?

27. High school Life: full of gud time

28. Pajamas: nothing but ur tshirt on...

29. Stars: are so cantek..

30. Center: of attention

31. Alcohol: hurrmm

32. The word love: is to share everything that needed to share la.....

33. Friends: are forever..!!

34. Money: can change people within a second.

35. Heartache: muntah..

36. Time: is running out..

37. Divorce: hopefully noo.

38. Dogs: ...

39. Undies: refer to no 28

40. Parents: love them and yes hard to deal with

41. Babies: daniel nashrique and daniel naqiuesha..

42. Ex: all become my frens

43. Song: sleeping with a broken heart..

44. Color: red and pink and white..and black.

45. Weddings: garden weddings.

46. Pizza: with extra cheese pliss..

47. Hangout: 1b.

48. Rest: sleeping

49. Goal: to have a job ...

50. Inspiration: Nabi Muhammad SAW

kan dah kate panjang berjela..penat aku taip ni..hahaha..padahal copy paste jer pon..haha..

..did i tell u i met kirby?..

but still i miss u..

okay

2010-08-14T03:43:00.000-07:00

ok..post sebelum ni memang emo sket2.hehe.i'm over it and decided to just move on with my life and like i said before just follow with the flow..so carry on baby..move along..i've been watching Popular on youtube since like last weekend..hehe..

i wast shocked when i open my fb last friday when my dad tag a photo of me..it was a picture of him holding a camera and the caption says nothing and i thought that it was his fren punya camera..then he comment the picture saying this.

.and i was so giler happy~!!! he bought me a camera..i will be getting it by next week..so wait for it k..hehe..ok i will upload the picture that he tagged me ok..i love u baba..wink2..

i name it as Kirby..soo sexy kan..hehe..

..cant wait to see u mr kirby..

adey..

2010-08-13T17:11:00.001-07:00

dah lama kan tak update.ehe.bz?tak pon..cume malas..tak tau nak update pasal apa..
cuma nak tanya satu soklan kat korg..plis la jawab ok..

kenapa bila kita rasa kita dah give up nak buat satu benda yang mmg dah takde harapan langsung..tetibe ada sesuatu yang berlaku dan mengatakan bahawa sumenya akan ok dan sesuatu tu telah bg satu harapan yang sgt best sampai kita tak jadi nak give up.?

korg paham tak soklan aku ni? kalau tak paham..sila baca soklan tu byk kali ok..
itu la yang aku rasa skang ni..aku rasa aku nak give up jer...mmg takde harapan langsung la..
tp it keeps on coming back..bila cari mmg takde..tp bila tak cari..ade jer kat memana..apakah?
apa sebenarnya yang ia nak? apa tujuan ianya berlaku sedemikian..byk tanda tanya dlm kepala otak aku ni..ntah la..aku malas nak pikir sebab dari pikir yang ni baik aku pikir pasal bende lain..tp like i said before it keep on coming back~! adeyhh..dah la..sesi luahan perasaan plak kat sini..kang Mr Silent Reader tu lagik byk tanya..

Encik Pembaca Rahsia,
jangan tanya soklan yang bukan2 ok..ahaha..

..yer, ada sedikit harapan tp tak byk..

its risky.

2010-08-06T22:06:00.001-07:00

but i still think i should go for it.

i wanna try out something new and learn how to let go.

how can i let go if they dont want to let me go?

but this new thing i'm trying will be the biggest risk of all.

coz we have the same vision of being successful in life.

and i might get crush at any time.

so i decided to just follow with the flow.

not giving any hopes at all.~~ok maybe a little.ahaaa..~~

ok itu saja.

..or that something new might something that will last long..i hope so..

dah lama kan?

2010-07-30T03:21:00.000-07:00

tak update blog yang dah hampir bersawang ni.ngehh..nak kate bz tak jugak..blk umah membuta jer keje.Mr SilentReader pon dah kembali..aritu sempat jugak dia hilang tak kelihatan di mana2 comment box..[saya mungkin tahu sapa awak..]..byk yang nak cite sebenarnyer.tp bila dah bukak new post ni rasa blur plak.lagipon ni update kat office ni..nunggu masa nak blk umah sebab tompang kak rahma.sebab si viran pegi kl for his convo..congrats V~!! cecepat blk sini ok.
life so far..boleh2 la..takda la sedih..takde la gembira sgt..my best buddy called me the other day..it feels so good when you can talk about ur weeknessess with someone that can understand u. maybe i over exited the other day that i tell u almost everything kan..but it feels good ok..

...to be continued at home, maybe i'll upload some pictures.ehe..

updated..

hey Mr SilentReader, kalau saya ckp sapa awak pon mesti awak tak mau ngaku..haha..dah la..

yesterday is saturday..Darlene, Kak Atie, Kak Rahma and I went to Suria Sabah for Movie. Despicable Me is sooooo cute...cute..cute..cute..we watched it on 3D..sgt best ok..hhuhu..

then we went to Body Shop and suddenly i got a free not so make over.haha.lucu..sajer letak besar2 mcm ni supaya korg nmpk make up tu.tp tak nmpk sgt kan.muahahaha..aku kan mata sepet.takde kelopak mate.mana nak nmpk eye shadow bagai.hahaha..

pastu we jalan2 lagi..then movie.pon start..oh yer..Darlene tak join the movie sebab mak dia kate lewat sgt.huhu.but she did some shopping wehh..she bought few stuff from Body Shop and DKNY green apple perfume..sgt jeles.i want the red apple DKNY...!! baba pleasseeeee~~~

after movie, kak atie send kak rahma and me back to the office to take Kak Rahma's car.but Nelson soo lambat we have to wait almost an hour in front of the office u know.aduihh..dush..dush..but..we went home safely..and i went to bed immediately after shower.

and we all sleep happily ever after..

THE END..hahaha

..i have fun..lalala..

my sister is so funny..

2010-07-25T01:17:00.000-07:00

when she ask me this on facebook..like oh my sister ask me that question??

then she told me that my dad yang ask me the question.oohh my..

..thnk god they didnt post it on my wall..

terasa..

2010-07-23T05:11:00.001-07:00

terbiar...

..buat selamanya kau pergi..

sempat jer..

2010-07-20T16:42:00.000-07:00

nak update di kala menunggu ketibaan incik Viran..

di kala hari rabu aku mengupdate blog pada awal pagi plak tu..

ok..korg tau ak lagu Parachute by Cheryl Cole tu? aku terdengar lagu ni sebab ringtone officemate aku..sgt menarik..aku ngan Darlene siap hafal awal lagu ni..

nah amek lagu tu..

haha..best ok..

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (Down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me....(Love)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

..i want a parachute too..

i hate you~~!!

2010-07-18T01:57:00.000-07:00

ko ingat ko hebat sgt ka sampai kol aku mcm tu ha?

dasar bit** bah kau ni..kau tau ka..aku benci ko sgt2!!!!!

jgn lagi ko tunjuk muka kau depan aku kalau kau ndak mau kena tampar..paham!!!

arrrgghh... hari yang mcm siyal!!! bongok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..hari minggu yang terganggu..

series plak..

2010-07-17T05:31:00.000-07:00

before Glee..Ugly Betty.. Lipstick Jungle..Gossip Girls..there were..

Popular..every thursday nite at 11 pm..TV2.sggp tggu ni..ishk2..

The Nanny~ehe..terbaekk..

Rosalinda!! plg cun sekali~

dan yang ni yang plg best sekali..

i started to like pink coz of her.Gol n Gincu~

..sometimes less effort can make a different..

dulu pernah suka lagu2 ni..tp skang.dah lain..

2010-07-17T04:50:00.000-07:00

arini nak upload suma lagu2 old time favorites aku..di mulakan dengan ini..

*peter pan was great back then*

*melompat bintang dengan lebih tinggi~*

wohoo..dulu sgt hafal lagu ini ok

ok next two videos are from S Club 7..

i really crazy about them back then..ehe..i never missed any of the series..

byk lagik sebenarnya lagu2 kegemaran ni..tp nnt post akan jadi panjang berjela.muahahaha..

ishk endang ko ingat ade ke org nak bace blog ko ni..hahaha..bongok..

..sambil search sambil terkenang zaman sekolah dulu kala..

my ubat di kala weekdays..and weekends.

2010-07-13T16:08:00.001-07:00

saya suke pegi ofis sebab ada mereka2 ni..ehe..

pic credit to Viran..

..i want both of them to be eaten by a lion..

..untuk org yg buat saya rasa kehilangan jiwa..

weekend datang lagik..

2010-07-10T01:39:00.000-07:00

sabtu ni adalah sabtu minggu ke dua of the month.of coz la keje kan..haha.

pepagi dah memuncul kan diri kat ofis.adui..sejuk jer opis harini.adui2..bosan sebab takde Darlene. my partner in makan.haha.i miss u honey.dan Viran ngan Ita ada training oleh lawyer from Chin & Co. aku malas nak join sebab fikiran bercelaru masa tu.adui.ngeh~ tp untuk seketika fikiran jadi ok semula.emm.thank you for making my day..

saya mahu tgk ini weekend ini plisss...ada sesape nak bawak saya pegi tgk tak?aduii~

.everything start with a choice.depends which will you choose.

ok aku pon tak tau apa motif aku letak pic aku yang besau gaban ni.hahaha.

~~[sedang menyepak diri sendiri.muahaha]~~

.nak terpengsan kejapsebab penat basuh baju.

posted from..

2010-07-05T03:38:00.000-07:00

the office.ehe.wut am i doin here in the office at this hour?
my ride aka mr Viran had to hantar Ita blk umah coz she had to balik kampung coz her dad sick.
so i had to follow kak Rahma and Mas to hantar me blk umah.oho.emm.
to be continue..
sampai umah nnt saya sambung ok bebeh..aduh i miss ur text oredy.adush~

updated:

posted from home,

monday blues with mata yang bengkak bagai nak terkeluar biji mata and i was asked the same question over and over again.do i had to answer them? i hate to say that i'm done with him coz i dont want it to be this way~

enough said about it.i hope he is happy with whoever he with.and with my bless i hope u will be happy ever after..

adushh..beside all the sad news i received yesterday..i received a very good news today.and i hope it will come true..and plis do come true.~i really hope so..thanks baba coz being there for me at the time that i needed someone so much.love u baba.!!

.i need to stop dreaming coz every dream i dream i dreamed of you.

kebengkak-kan mata yang melampau..

2010-07-04T16:05:00.000-07:00

kenapa? why?

coz i just lost my bahu last nite.

its hard for me to accept it..but yes.

he's not mine anymore now and maybe forever.[he was never mine pon..]

reading all ur sweet texts and all of our pictures made me cry so badly last nite.

to encik bahu,

thnks for all the memories.experience and all the good deeds you given to me.

i hope u take care, love and give ur best to her ok..she might be the one.. :)

i'm very happy for you.

seluruh jiwa ku pergi..semoga ada org yang akan bawak dia blk datang jumpa saya dan kembalikan pada saya..amin~

..bye2 jiwa semoga berjumpa lagi..

amek dari blog cik Ili Aqilah

2010-07-03T17:48:00.000-07:00

1. 8 Things i'm passionate about
Wedding photography

shoes

baju kurung

laptop with internet connection

candles

room decorations

GLEE~~!!
Shopping online and offline.

2. 8 Things i say too often
Selamat pagi/tengahari/petang, MBSB KK, Boleh saya bantu?

Mas, kalau ...

oh my prada/gucci

ngeh~

boleh ka kalau mcm tu?

ada bawak slip gaji?

morning dan selamat kerja.

lunch mana weh?

3. 8 Books i've read recently
Eclipse
Rindu Tercipta
...itu sahaja.sedih tak?

4. 8 Songs i could listen to over and over again
To sir with love-glee

Total Eclipse of the heart-glee

Dont rain on my parade - glee

Like a virgin - glee

Run Joey Run -glee

Mercy - glee

Rehab- glee

You keep me hangin on - glee

5. 8 Things i learned last year
things can change just like that

trust can be broken just like that

i have no heart anymore..it wast crush into pieces

i know who my real frens are

dont do things last minute..

i can be very rajin and malas at the same time

self esteem yang tggi itu perlu.

i hate u and at the same time i still love u~

6. 8 People to tag ( PLUS TWO )
No need to tag. If you like this tag, be pleased to re-post it with your own thoughts. :)

..its still true..

sabtu saya..

2010-07-03T02:35:00.000-07:00

bangun agak sedikit awal sambil buat muka terkejut sebab ingat kan kene pegi keja.

lepas tu tito blk sampai nak dekat tengahari..teeett.~~

bgn2 jer lapar giler ok..nak turun pegi mamak kat phase2 sgt la malas..terpandang dinding bilik yang di tampal poster McDelivery..tp adui..dan muak dah makan mcD ni.ahaa.cepat2 bukak lappy dan browse topping apa yang best.cepat2 capai fon dan dial 1300-88-2525..ehe..

cepat2 mandi takot delivery boy tu dtg tak mandi lagik..teett..kantoi mandi tengahari lagik..ngeh..

lepas mandi bukak tv..fuiyoohhh canteeekkk tv2 main cite Dhoom 2..ada benda nak di layan..

pizza pon dtg..yeay..mmg layan arrr makan pizza sambil tgk cite hindustan..tp tak tgk sampai abis pon citer tu.dan pizza pon tak abis..stok tuk makan malam.ehe..

kemudian blog hopping..stalk blog org yang chumel2 tu tetibe ada mood nak mengubah suai blog..waallaaaahhh..ini la wajah blog ku yang baru..yer templet sama tp sidebar dah takde kan2..sidebar sume dah pindah atas sket..kat bawah sket..bila scrool down jgn terkejut tgk gmbr aku yang besar gaban tu ek..hahahaha...suka hati aku la nak letak pic besar tu..blog aku.hahaha.apa aku merepek ni.lalalalalala~~~

nahh amek pic pizza aku td ngan garlic bread..plus aku upload pic mengada2 aku sekali..muahahahaha..sekali lagik sila jgn kutuk gmbr tu k..aku tau aku tak comel langsung tp aku gedik gak nak upload..

..Hawaiian Tuna..

..garlic bread plus coleslaw..yummyy..

ok lupa plak nak amek pic 2 tin pepsi..lalalala..

..aku suka pic ni..

[rasa nak lempang tak bila upload pic sendiri pastu boleh ckp suka pic diri sendiri?]

..aku gembira harini..esok nak tmbh stok kasut boleh?..

kekadang tu kan..

2010-06-29T04:00:00.000-07:00

kita rasa kita dah jumpa org yang paling sesuai nak di jadikan teman hidup..tp bila dia buat pasal seperti buat sesuatu yang kita sgt tak suke..kita mula la berfikir yang dia bukan org yang sesuai. padahal mungkin kita jugak pernah buat sesuatu yang dia tak suke tapi dia terima jer seadanya. si dia cuba untuk mengawal perasaan dan jugak keadaan..tp kenapa bukan kita? napa mesti kita melenting bila dia buat sesuatu itu.pelik kan.kekadang kita boleh nmpk kesalahan org lain tp kesalahan sendiri tak nmpk.pelik sungguh la..emm..renung2kan..lalala~~

nway..the song that been stuck in my head rite now and being playing repeatedly on playlist..is Total Eclipse of the Heart by Racheal Berry cast of Glee and also To Sir With Love by the cast of Glee the song that touch Sue Sylvester's heart on season finale of Glee.really addicted to Glee now.i can watch Glee over and over again from ep 1 to 22..non-stop..

these are the part that makes me wanna play this 2 songs over and over again..

And I need you now tonight

And I need you more than ever

And if you'll only hold me tight

We'll be holding on forever

And we'll only be making it right

Cause we'll never be wrong together

We can take it to the end of the line

Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark

We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks

I really need you tonight

Forever's gonna start tonight

[total eclipse of the heart]

If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start, But I, would rather you let me give my heart, [to sir with love]

ok selain itu saya nak upload satu lagi gmbr sgt gedik yang saya pernah ada..

dan mcm biasa la sila jgn kutuk or gelak kan saya ok..

*gedik bukan*

.should i be jealous?.

Selamat Hari Jadi Deng~!

2010-06-22T04:38:00.000-07:00

Dear En Bahu,

Happy Befday..moga panjang umur murah rezeki.

kamek rindu kitak sgt2.

jgn nakal2.meh dtg sini cecepat k.

sorry lmbt post pasal befday kitak kat cia.

.dan sebenarnya~.

ngeh~!

2010-06-22T04:18:00.000-07:00

every day at the office we have this routine

every morning will be having our chit chat at out cute little meja that the 4 of us share~

then we start doing some works la.

Viran will start calling2 untuk pungut hutang rumah.

Darlene will start doing the calculation for cash transaction

Ita will also start calling2 untuk pungut hutang rumah

Me will start to tgk2 yang lain buat kerja...just kidding..i will start to susun application form for personal loan and start usha2 walk in customer.

then at 11 mesti Darlene will start says: uii..saya lapar ooo..

then at 12 tepat we'll go makan at Rahmat.if not di sebelah jer.ehe.very the murah..

after that we will be back at our cute little meja then start chit chat until 2..then start to work again..

then at 4pm..Darlene will say like this.. : "sedapnya kalau ada milo aisss~~"

suma org pon akan angkat kepala and says "ok pegi pesan di sebelah suruh antar sini..kuih pisang sekali k" if we lapar usually we pesan meggie kari to eat.ehe..

Darlene mmg ketua kalau bab2 makan ni..fav place dia mmg tu kitchen..ini buktinya..

mee meggie kari..sedap oo..

ni la darlene..ehe..comel tak die?

.ngeh~.

Dragon Boat~!!

2010-06-20T00:36:00.001-07:00

pagi ni dikejutkan ngan satu msg yang agak2 menggembirakan hati kerana berfikir.."ok hari ni aku bakal tak bosan..yeayy...

msg tu dari my fren.Asfarina.dia ajak pegi breakfast and pegi tgk Dragon Boat Race at Tanjung Lipat.agak menarik so tanpa berfikir panjang.i reply jejommss..

breakfast mcD..drive thru..then makan dlm kreta sebab 2 of her frens belom sampai..after that we went out to see the dragons..

it was fun~

thanks Asfarina.

..i miss u so much la bahu..

2010-06-15T16:22:00.000-07:00

menyempat kau~! arini saya bgn awal giler..dan siap awal giler..

so amek la kesempatan tuk update semetara encik Viran datang menjemput saya ni.haha.

ok tak sabar rasaya menunggu kedatangan 3 org budak kesayangan saya itu.muahaha..

tp saya bekerja..so dtp temankan diorg pada waktu malam sahaja..sedih..hoho..tp takpe..seb baek diorg sempat weekend kat sini..so boleh la spend time ngan diorg nnt.ehe.cecepat la minggu depan..dah tak sabar dah ni~!ehe.ok itu saja..sekian~

saya...

2010-06-12T23:16:00.000-07:00

mahu ini so badly..

sesape yang boleh dapatkan saya ini..

tak kirala u purchase or not.asalkan beritahu saya mana boleh dpt,

saya janji akan belanja org tu mcD 3 kali..[bukan berturut2 yer]

hoho..meleleh bai tgk ini~!! dah lama saya idamkan ini..

.sekian.

hari ini..

2010-06-12T18:57:00.000-07:00

hari ahad..yerr..bakal duduk di rumah saja hari ini.malas mahu keluar walaupon hati membuak2 mahu keluar ke pasar minggu atau nama sabah nya gayastreet.haha.sebab tiada kereta and kalau naik bus i dont know which bus to naik.sekian.

semlm bersamaan hari sabtu saya ngedate ngan Farah Nadiah Zakaria.makan mcD.gossiping.mahu tonton movie..tp tak tau mahu tonton movie apa.so decided to jalan2 jer la.abis satu centre point kami pusing..last2 pegi karok~haha.best la Farah.bila mau buat lagik? [oh..kami mmg tak amek gmbr sebab....(jup nak pikir napa..) ok tak tau napa kami tak amek gambar]

tu jer lah kot nak ckp dlm entry ni.hoho.

demam bola dah bermula.mungkin bakal diabaikan oleh si bahu kerana dia suka bola.

sikpa.kmk paham ngan minat ktk.kmk sik kesah. :)

.saya rasa picture ini sgt cool.

.ada satu bunyi yang buat saya seram sejuk smlm.

Happy befday to my June frens.

2010-06-11T16:28:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Tua!!

first to Sarhanah Rosli~!

semoga panjang umor murah rezeki sayang.

i miss u..jumpa masa convo k..muaahhh

second to Joe Boitin~!

semoga panjang umur..murah rezeki jugak babe..

its nice to know u.u changed my life 360..

may our frenship last forever~! cepat2 la kawen..jgn lupa jemput i~!

ngeh..

.selamat semuanya.

..jumaat..friday..11 june 2010..

2010-06-11T16:03:00.000-07:00

semalam adalah hari jumaat.keje ada.but i decided to snap some of the staff from office.some pictures are blur.[yer la pakai hp jer bukan dslr mahu pon camera yang proper] so inilah hasilnya..

ini aboy [pic atas dan bawah]
penyeri ofis kami ni.

Viran ngan Darlene.
pic above: this picture is a real candid arr..[konon]
pic below: Darlene doing the daily cash transaction

Eddie ngan Aboy.

Ita sedang memprint something i cant remember.
btw.ini la workstation ktorg.hebat tak ktorg..meja kecik tu kongsi 4 org.ngehh.

Darlene and me
actually we searching customer files bah ni in the failing room..

.yer saya sedang merajok tp dia tak pujuk pon.emm.
.mahu ngedate ngan Farah Nadiah Zakaria.

..ngeh~!!..

2010-06-09T05:04:00.000-07:00

dear blog,

apa kabar? ngeh.sebenarnya saya tak tahu nak update apa.arini hari rabu dan kami ada morning meeting with the big boss.ehe.mood die baik kali ni sket2 la.pastu arini masa agak berlalu cepat sedikit.mungkin sebab meeting tu la.haha.pastu di lalai kan dengan kerja yang agak byk arini.ehe.sesuatu yang lucu berlaku hari ini.tp tak nak cite.sekian..meh saya upload pic yang plg mengada2 yang pernah saya ada.hahahaha!!!sila jgn kutuk saya..

*gedik bukan.haha.*

.kmk rindu ktk eh..

..sabtu..

2010-06-05T04:44:00.000-07:00

as i mention in previous post, today i have a date with Dayang Sazalina to watch Lagenda Budak Setan.saya jalan2..si bahu pon nak jalan2 jugak.dia jalan bersama ex-schoolmatenya.

.ngehe.

lunch di restoran yang selalu kami kunjungi semasa sedang praktikal dulu.ehe..tp ujie teda.emm.ndak pa.next time make sure ujie ada arr dayang.ehe.

movie? it was 3.9 bintang la.op coz ada bahagian ke dua ok..tp Fazura dlm cite ni sgt la GORJESSS!

dlm cite kalau sesape yang dah tgk dan perasan, dialog die fully malay.English boleh kira brapa kali jer diorg gune.."saya terharu" kata lisa surihani. but it was ok la.there was moment very touching and very lucu.i think if you read the book u will understand the story more kot..just tggu jer la the bahagian ke 2~

then pegi one borneo.semata-mata nak amek gmbr byk2.ehe.~! sila perhatikan kesamaan tmpt bergmbr.ehe.

.baru saya sedar i can be very the jeles.

.Jumaat.

2010-06-04T03:15:00.001-07:00

muahahahaha~!!

yer saya tak update blog selama beberapa hari kan.ehe.saya sgt la tidak membuang byk masa semenjak mula bekerja semula.kerana saya mahu menggunakan waktu yang ada untuk tidur secukupnya supaya saya tidak kelihatan penat di waktu pagi bila masuk kerja.haha.POYO GILER AYAT KAU ENDANG!!! nak termuntah aku dol!!

tapi itu mmg kenyataannya coz i've been sleeping so early this few days.yes..as early as 8 pm. last nite i went to sleep at 8 something.then ter'wake up at 2 something..i got like 5 msg from bahu saying where are u la..penat sgt ke sampai tito awl? bla bla bla..haha..

sorry..kmk ngantuk gilak sampe sik pedulik kitak.hehe.

we have our first meeting with the big boss.it was scary at first we enter the room.he mad a very long eye contact with each one of us.after the meeting than all the staff gives us works to do.but its still early bah to like get along very like rapat with all of them.

next event? i cant wait to see few of my frens, will be flying here to kk for holidae.weee~! ohhh.something happen last wednesday and things got very awkward at that time.and funny! and also i wont tell you here.biarlah dia..dia..dan aku yang tahu dan jugak Ita,Viran n Darlene.ok2.later i upload pic my intern buddy here ok..

saya ada date ngan Dayang Sazalina esok to watch Lagenda Budak Setan~!wink2..

see..saya sgt la mengatuk skang tp jam baru menunjukkan pukul 8.06 pm.aiyoo~~!

.i miss u so much i can dream about u all nite.

.Jumaat.

2010-06-04T03:15:00.000-07:00

.selasa.tuesday.

2010-06-01T04:55:00.000-07:00

yer.rakan2..hari ini hari selasa.saya masih bercuti.

hari ini.betul2 saya tak g mana dan tak buat apa pon..hoho..

bgn..op coz seawal nak pegi keje.[sebab alarm clock punya pasal]

brekfast vico dengan biskut jacobs.

ok saya tipu.sebab saya ada pegi kfc yang berdekatan untuk beli lunch.tp lepas tu saya terus blk umah.

dinner coeslaw yang saya beli dar kfc td.

hari ni act skyping with Intan.malangnya kami hanya mampu chat.sebab saya tiada microphone. dan Intan takde webcam.tp kami chat bagai nak giler sampai kol 630.itu rekod baru ok..

si bahu plak arini lmbt sket msg saya sebab tak tahu.

msg2 kejap pastu dia main game.then mak dia ajak dia pegi ngail.

pastu msg ngan dia sambil skyping ngan Intan.

ok tu jer la yang saya buat hari ni.apa lagi?

duduk..baring..baring..duduk..

oohh saya marathong cite lipstick jungle plak arini.hoho..

.sok keje.yeay.seriously saya happy.

.Isnin.

2010-05-30T18:34:00.000-07:00

hari ini hari isnin.

dibgnkan dengan satu sms yang agak2 menggembirakan hati.

harini saya rajen sebab saya basuh baju.ehe.

hari ni nak buat per?tak tau nak buat per.giler akan bosan kot kat umah.

yer saya pegi one borneo semlm.apa yang saya buat dan beli? meh saya list untuk korg:

makan KENNY ROGERS dan jumpa 3 org junior saya.[mereka keja sana untuk semester break]
beli dua pasang kasut yg gorjes di VINCCI. [yer..sila jgn marah saya.huhu.i just cant help myself]
beli dua hair accessory.ngehh.
beli candle tuk aroma therapy la kononnyer.ngeeh..
dan akhirnya dpt membeli foundation brush yang diinginkan.

pastu blk umah dlm keadaan yang agak kelaparan sebab lupe nak beli dinner.kesian tak?ngeh.pastu mcm biasa la rebus air buat VICO makan ngan biskut jacobs.kesian tak?

tgk mentor pastu tak tahan nak tertito. pastu saya pon bergerak ke bilik tuk tido.tp sebelum tu saya ajak si bahu tuk ber web cam-ing ngan saya.hahaha.baru boleh tito dengan lena.weee~~!!

ok semenjak dua menjak ni saya rasa lame sgt sebab post entry mcm ni menceritakan tentang apa yang saya buat seharian..gmbr? takde.hahaha.hahaha..

.sedang sabar menanti.

Ku bukan Aku

2010-05-29T19:14:00.002-07:00

this blog has silent reader.but i think i know who u are.

kepada silent reader itu,

jgn la comment pakai annon,saya ingin tahu sapa kamu~!

today is sunday.

si bahu nak pegi kuar tgk movie with the rest of bugliens.

kmk jeles tauk sik!! adeyhh..

saya?nak kuar sgt2.tp saya sgt la malas sebab kena naik bus.dan kene jalan jauh sgt.

nak pegi one borneo,tp takot terbelanja lebih plak.aduii...mcm mana ni..

apa nak buat ni? perut dah lapar..

ok hari ni saya sgtla rajen nak upload suma picture yang saya rasa proper untuk di upload.haha.

setelah di tapis2..ini jer pic yang sgt la proper tuk di upload.ngahahaha

.yer.masa ni mak saya pon tgh amek gmbr.comel tak die?ehe

inilah laptop skin yang yang saya beli tu.ehe.comel sik?

.first day of working.pic taken by viran.

.ok perut dah lapar.

.jum pegi mamam.

.sabtu.

2010-05-29T04:08:00.000-07:00

tak seperti sabtu org lain

my sabtu is working day.for this week la.

today i went to work with Joe.yes people Joe.

i dont know who to call lagik coz Viran got ciken pox.so he got like cuti pjg.

then blk keja pon joe amek.then we went out for makan at tmpt biasa we makan.

then he sent me back to my house.that it people.nothing more.we frens now.and yes my bahu knew we frens now.so? we were catching up with our life td.it was fun talking about our life after we break up.

oh..kakak yang tggl with me tu blk lawas.for gawai.hoho.

sendiri di umah,with nothing to do.esok mahu ke Gayastreet.yeesss..hahaha

naik bus la apa lagik..oh jauhnyer aku nak jalan dari Wawasan Plaza ke Gayastreet.

ada sesapa nak belanja saya beli kereta.[quote from elly and baba satu ketika dulu: ko ingat beli kete tu mcm beli sebiji epal kat pasar?] muhahaha..

web cam-ing with my bahu while writing this entry..

thanks to technology nowdays people are connected to each other..weeee~~

-itu saja untuk hari ini-

.tiada gmbr disini kerana malas mau transfer.

.sekian.

so?

2010-05-28T06:17:00.001-07:00

buat layout baru sebab Intan buat layout baru dan jugak bosan dengan layout lama,

placement? ok2 lah..its a small office with few people inside.and have to deal with customer every single day.oo..every single minutes la.haha.the most kesian part is when we have to call the customer and told them that their loan being rejected.huhu.there are 4 of us.Viran, Ita, Darlene and me.Darlene not from GEMS.shes from UITM.ehe.

bilik sewa? pon oklah.i'm happy alone.even thou bosan sket2.tp its more comfortable to be alone.

the kakak, is ok.dia selalu takda kat umah so its fine with me. :)

td from beverly hills i naik bus and went to center point..i bought:

laptop skin
glitter for my broadband and the rest i lekat kat laptop..
headband..2 headbands.
beg from FOS
eat SUSHI KING!! <--- plg best!!
and few stuff.

then nak ke stesen bus hujan plakk..then pusing2 lagk and found the thing that i want then beli payung for the hujan,tetibe hujan dah berenti plak.ngeehh..huhu..dan sampai di umah..mamam mcD yang di tapau.itu saja untuk hari ini.

-since mmg takde keje kalau malam, saya mungkin update blog setiap hari-

.mungkin jer ek.

.saya rindu all the bugliens.

ngeh..

2010-05-15T23:22:00.000-07:00

ada org suruh saya update blog.ngehh..

sebenarnya tak tau nak update apa kecuali

kamek rindu bahu kesayangan kamek.
new life will begin in few days.
i just cut my bangs again.
i need rumah sewa area luyang
i miss my buglienss~!!!!!!!!!!!!
ada date ngan dayang and ujie and also kak salma.

pesanan penaja tuk bahu saya..

cepat-cepat la kitak dtg sitok bah..

2010-05-10T20:44:00.000-07:00

ok..dah lama tak update blog..nape?

sebab bz la yang teramat..

ni pon nyempat kat klas ni..

tp saya sgt la sedeh nak meninggalkan kehidupan yang bz ni..

taknak tggl kan emerald!!

i love u emerald..huhu

yangyang,boleh sik mek upload gmbr kita berdua kat sitok?

mek sik pedulik..mek nak upload juak.ngegeh~!

-i found my new LaLa LanD Prince for my LaLa Land-

..just..

2010-04-30T06:55:00.000-07:00

its sooo good to be home kan.

but i miss those bunyi bising of my 2 rumate yang selalu membuli.

i miss the bunyi of serena's voice talking about Jordan and the rest of the NKOTB

i miss cik mell.i miss mimi-E.i miss nadiah.i miss naz doing translation.and of coz i miss my bahu.

i miss the whole thing.

oohh.ni just cute beberapa hari..kalau dah abis nnt mcm mana? aiyo.i'll miss everything about GEMS..mcm mana nak idup tanpa my sayangs?errkk..

the emerald's lift

wink2.

bila mahu buat lagik?

-i want my bahu so badly-

complicated nyer~!

2010-04-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

things can be so complicated sometimes.

why?

i don't even know.

in which area?

everything la..

life..relationship status..studies..works..and everything la.even in choosing the rite lunch.and choosing the rite words to says things.

if you choose the rite thing maybe it will end up good but if not then u will end up look like a stupid idiot person.

if possible i can rewind the time where i was not so that innocent and take back everything that i have done..mybe i will take back or maybe on the second thought i would do the same thing again but better.

i just end up like a stupid idiot person just now.i dont even know y i do that.i was so mad at myself that i slept for like 5 hours.

complicated sungguh..kan bagus kalau everything pon go straight forward..takyah la nak buat2.buat aku panas dol~!! aku benci tol bila org buat aku mcm tu.yang kau tau amek kesempatan atas org2 mcm aku ni.ko ingat ko tu bagus sgt ker sampai nak buat aku mcm tu ha?

ko mmg baaaab******** sial!!!!

napa aku mencarut..biarla aku jer yang tau..

kalau ko bace ni..(which aku harap ko bace) aku nak ko tau aku bukan mcm yang ko sangka..aku lebih kuat dari tu.cukup la sekali ko buat aku mcm ni..aku ingat kan ko adalah org yang plg aku percaya.tp ko buat aku mcm sampah kan..aku akan buat ko lebih teruk dari sampah..ko tau aku bukan org yang berdendam..tp ko yang buat aku mcm ni..so ingat sampai bebila apa yang ko dah buat kat aku ni..dan aku harap satu hari nnt org yang plg ko percaya akan buat ko mcm apa yang ko buat kat aku ni..masa tu baru ko tau tinggi rendah langit tu mcm mana. aku nak ko ingat satu bende yang aku pon tau sesuatu yang ko mgkn dah lupe tp aku tak pernah lupe. so kalau ko bleh ugut aku..aku pon pon bleh ugut ko~! ko ingat ko lebih advance dari aku.ko mmg ada short term memory dowh.dahh laaa aku dah panas...

-aku benci ko sgt2-

..ive found my

2010-04-18T21:10:00.000-07:00

bintang.

hehehehe~!!

lalalalala~~

saya sgt la tak puas hati weh~!!

2010-04-15T09:13:00.000-07:00

saya sgt la tak puas hati dengan game td.

sgt tidak adil ok.

our company selalu kena isolated.

arrgghhhhhhh~~!!

-u know me.i know u-

2010-04-08T18:23:00.000-07:00

this are all my sayangs~!!

i love them sebab diorg buat saya ketawa every single day..

guys..eventho i marah2..i doesn't mean that i hate u.its mean i want the best from u guys.

muah2.sayang korang sgt2..

-i told u.i dont need LaLa Land Prince coz i have the whole kingdoms.-

.last nite was crazey.

2010-04-05T16:58:00.000-07:00

.time management assignment last nite was fun..everyone was there.wee..

me: hello mak. farmville along apa cite?

that's my name

notes of time management

..Group Photo..

Emerald Health Solution

We RoX!!!

-who needs LaLa Land prince if u have the whole kingdom-

English

2010-04-01T20:48:00.000-07:00

English class is almost over.

no more seven heaven.

no more laughing in the class.

no more miss gorgy.

i cant upload picture.bongok.huuu..

-my LaLa LanD need a new prince-

kami tak g lunch,so ni la kami buat.hahaha..

2010-03-22T22:53:00.000-07:00

the title says it all.haha..

-ok..hari2 rindu ngan my LaLa Land Prince-

-tiada tajuk-

2010-03-17T04:33:00.001-07:00

i just cant deal with it anymore.
i'm so damn tired! i just need a long time sleep and rest.so please.let me sleep please!!
i miss my 8 am wake up in the morning..i dont want to waken up at 630 anymore.
i miss my 10 pm sleeping!! i miss torent a LOT!!
i miss home!! tolong la bawak saya pulang!!!!!!

-i really miss my lala land-

..its just cause..

2010-03-16T03:58:00.000-07:00

helth leading company

2010-03-13T03:24:00.001-08:00

"Emerald Health Consaltant Private Limited"

"Health is Wealth"

.ok mulai harini saya akan update blog setiap hari.

LaLa LanD

2010-03-12T07:02:00.000-08:00

i wanna be in my LaLa LanD so badly now.i miss it so very much.

there everything in pink.including the rainbow.it has 7 tone of pink color.

i can ride my sweet pink horse with my LaLa LanD Prince to the pink town.

we have this huge pink castle.with pink furniture in it.pink curtain.pink windows.pink door.

pink bed.with pink blanket.pink bathroom with pink hot bathtub.

.i just want everything in my LaLa LanD.

especially my LaLa Land Prince

.plizzz..just give me back my LaLa LanD Prince.

u r selected.

2010-03-12T01:28:00.000-08:00

to attend an interview in our Sandakan Branch office on the 17 March 2010 at 10 a.m
please wear something in blue color.we'll be expecting you my dear.see you.

.thank you for your concern.

.i miss my LaLa LanD.