..everything..

everything seems so far away from me rite now..

its hurt so bad that i bled myself

i think i can survive this advanture but i'm wrong

i can't..i just can't..

there are time i just can run away from u far away..but look wut u did?

u come back to me..

u were there when the time i think i can just simply forget about u

u were there when i said "its over..i'm done.." u said "its not over between us..i wanted to be with u all the time"

u were there when i give up all the hopes being with u by saying "plis dont give up on us.."

but...

things change..

u said u will never leave me all alone in the dark just like wut he did to me..

but look wut have u done to me..ur leaving in the most dark place in the whole wide world..

i thought i'm stronger than i think..but i'm wrong..i'm not strong enuf to do this..

yes i have all the frens that i need..but they dont understand what we've been thru..they did gives me strenght to carry on..hating u..loving me..but did they know wut realy happen?

i just can't..

so plis..if u realy wanted me to carry on with my life..do let me go..

i could get kill by the bleeding i'm having now..

..homeless..